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I never said I'd tell you everything
I'm just pointing out there's no Fort Knox situation here

and guess you'll just have to try and see 😉

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what, so i can get part of the surprise? 5%? 50%? 🤔

"try and see" is way too vague, the fuck

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come on, alex
I know that single brain cell of yours remembers that I'm not some kind of impenetrable fortress

how many hints do you need?

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one brain cell? hella harsh, i'm pretty sure i've got at least three

hmmm
well, since you're offering
two
i mean unless it's a blowjob

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don't bug the other two, they're reminding you to breathe in and breathe out at regular intervals

well you can't really give me a blowjob from all the way over there can you?



or is this like some ability you have as a
whatever you'd qualify as that isn't the weird name you like using

( skelekinetic. he mean skelekinetic. )

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again: harsh. i wish it didn't make me laugh so hard, what the fuck dude

i mean, i COULD be there in person
maybe

you can just say psychic if you want, don't overcomplicate it
but nah
i wish though
😏 your life would get so hard lol

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I only mean it in the fondest way haha
but also like
maybe seriously hahaha

I suppose you could, but would you?

my life or my dick?
wait no you'd probably do that thing where you'd fuck with me while I'm in public just to see what I'd do wouldn't you
pervert

( it reads awfully fond, for an accusation. )

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yeah, yeah, okay
as long as you don't mean it
i know i act like i don't have feelings and shit all the time but being called stupid really gets to me
like i know i am, i don't need the reminder
i know you're not like that but
anyway

your life? hard as in difficult
your dick? hard as in hard 😎
and yeah, i totally would. what's the point of being able to do something like that if you don't? it's a waste of skills 🤷🏻

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you're not stupid, silly
I adore that brain of yours and wouldn't be with you if you were
I promise

wow
awful
guess I'd just have to call you every time so you would have to listen to what you're doing instead of staying a safe distance away from it

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really?
good 🙂
i say some of the dumbest shut sometimes i'm afraid you think i'm a fuckin idiot lmao

anyway: fuck yeah you'd have to call me. how am i supposed to know if it's working or not??

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I say dumb shit too
do you think I'm stupid?

damn you'd still do it even if I didn't call though right
just make me suffer without even being there for me to hear?

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wtf??? no of course not
i don't think you say dumb shit though

yeah
if you didn't say anything i'd have to assume something wasn't working, so i'd need to try again
🙂

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I definitely do
I think you just
turn it into something cool somehow in your head maybe

omfg you'd kill me

not literally but like

well also maybe literally eventually

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nah
i think you say cheesy shit sometimes but that's not dumb
you're just being you, yknow
i like it

but anyway like
bro imagine if you died of sexual frustration instead of
i dunno
aliens or some shit
it'd be pretty funny huh lmao

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you're sweet
I'm glad

I mean I think the fact that I functionally haven't had to worry about it much for this long probably means that wouldn't actually happen to anyone

but I am glad I'm being picked last anymore

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yeah well don't tell anyone

is that a challenge???
or are you sad about aliens, i can't tell 🤔

*glad I'm not being picked last anymore

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who'd believe me even if I did?
it's just a you and me thing
no one else needs to know shit

wow neither?

I mean
if I didn't do a good job, I'd understand



sorry

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dude what

what are you even talking about

why do you think you didn't do a good job?

because i didn't think you could do drugs

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huh?



um


never mind
sorry

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nope no fuckin sorry in this house tonight
why do you think you were bad?

i had a great time dude
you liking it was the most important part to me, so unless you were bullshitting all those noises....

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oh my God don't just say that ( what if people hear read it??? )

they were real but like I haven't done anything like that in decades and I know I fumbled a lot too, even with you being patient with me

I just
I'm not sure why you would want to stop that stuff now, but if that's what you'd prefer, I was just trying to say that I'd understand why you might want that, even if it wasn't for a challenge

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oh, i meant that like
a challenge to sexually frustrate you or something
but not forever???
like, teasing someone until they want it really bad, then it feels better when you finally get it
i dunno, i wasn't thinking that hard about it
see, this is what i mean with the dumb shit
i didn't know you'd take it that way

i don't wanna stop having sex with you
not for real
you can't get better at anything without trying at it a bunch first, so who gives a fuck about fumbling
i'm telling you, the hottest part to me is when i can get you to make those fuckin noises and saying my name like that
i'm not gonna be disappointed unless i think you hated ME

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( alex is just texting stuff like it's okay to just talk about the intricacies of sex, and bucky is doing his best to not throw his phone through the wall. he needs to pause repeatedly as he replies to remind himself that this is probably normal now. communication is the in thing, right? so. so.

not that it stops him from turning red as he's typing back. )

it's not dumb! that would be really
really fun
I think
I'm just not used to talking about anything like this
at all
it kind of wasn't really a thing
sex was just sex
making babies
and you just do it the same way cause you're not supposed to talk about it
or well you're supposed to feel ashamed when you
talk about it
look
I'm just
I'd like it okay so it's not dumb and you're not dumb I'm just not that smart maybe

that's the stuff I like most when I'm with you too
the reactions you have and
saying my name
the way that you do
I could never hate you, Alexander
you're stuck with me

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dead ass
it wasn't just making babies though
not that i've got the whole eye-witness account but gay people have been fucking around for like forever
literally lol
you know all that shit in egypt where it's like "these two dudes lived in the same house and shared everything and they left everything to each other when they died, and they got put in the pyramid the married couple way but that was probably a mistake because they were like brothers"?
those dudes HAD to be fucking
anyway
nah i get what you mean though
it's not like people today aren't still kinda like that
the ashamed of talking about it thing
you're not dumb, i just say shit without thinking about how it sounds sometimes
i'm dumb

good, i wanna be stuck with you
i love you, james
thanks for putting up with me

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well yeah I know people have been fucking around forever but I'm like
the most stereotypical white guy from the 30s so why would I do that?
you're not dumb
stop it
if anyone's dumb about this it's definitely me, not you
I'm the moron who never questioned his preferences because I had it too good

I love you too okay
so goddamn fucking much I'm not even sure I'm doing any of this right
spending time with you is something I love though
not something I put up with